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November 19, 2000
Oh, its not anything serious. Its one of those winter colds that starts with a tentative scratch at your throat, goes away when you douse it with vitamin C, but then shows up in a sneeze here and there, and then a lot of sneezes, and finally the drippy nose, cough, fevered brow, and a body thats crying out for rest.
Being sick used to be fun when I was a kid. It was a way to assure youd be pampered. First youd get out of bed and my mother would change the sheets, giving you fresh, white, ironed sheets. I still remember how good they felt and smelled. There would be pillows to snuggle down into and a paper bag pinned to the side of the bed, where you could deposit used Kleenex. Meals were served on a special bed tray and orange juice and water would be brought at various points throughout the day. Best of all, my mother was there with her infallible hand to feel my forehead and decide if I had a fever or not. In the middle of the night, if I woke up coughing, someone would soon come into the room with a glass of warm milk with a dollop of butter floating around on the top of it. (To tell you the truth, I never really liked the butter-milk, but it was such a loving act that I drank it and felt loved because of it.)
If I was very sick, Id sleep a lot, but the best times were when I was getting better. My mother had a rule that you couldnt get out of bed for at least 24 hours after you had a fever, so I would spend at least one day in bed when I was feeling just fine, but couldnt get out of bed because of the 24 hour rule. So there would be things to do. My mother would go to the library and bring books home for me. I was an avid reader and she would bring me the books I loved to read (anything about horses or dogs), but occasionally slip in one of her own childhood favorites. I really wanted to love Kiplings Kim, which had been a favorite of my mothers, but I just couldnt get into it.
Sick times were also the only time I remember getting comic books. My mother would come home from the store with an armload of comics for me. Mickey Mouse, Donald Duck, Archie... not the superhero comics that my kids later loved, but the Disney type. I would read them over and over again. I always tried to fake it just a day longer when I was sick. It was also so nice not only to miss an extra day of school, but to have an extra day of feeling even more special.
I remember the day I finally knew I was an adult (or whatever passes for my being an adult these days). It wasnt getting a job, or getting an apartment or paying my own bills or any of those wonderful rite of passage things that we go through. It was the first day I got sick enough to go to bed. I was in a studio apartment with a Murphy bed (the kind that folded down and were stored inside a closet). I realized I had a fever and felt awful. And there was nobody to tell me to go to bed. Nobody to change my sheets. Nobody to bring me orange juice or butter-milk, nobody to feel my forehead and tell me if I was sick or not. I climbed into bed and then had to get out again to get my own water and my own aspirin.
For all the excitement that a young girl can have about finally being on her own and her own person, I realized that being an adult isnt always what its cracked up to be. I wanted my Mommy.
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